Life Talk 13

Assalamu'alaikum~

Hey, look at that, it's number 13! Proves just how lazy I am since I haven't wrote anything here in over a week.

Anyway, will keep this one short because my sister's borrowing my laptop at the moment and I don't want her finding out that I keep a blog, since she'll probably read my entries later... =w=

Well, these few weeks I've been really...anxious... I don't really know because of what or why but I can't seem to calm down, not even now. It's tiring and I'm scared that a slight shock will cause my heart to go on overdrive since apparently my heart isn't ready for anything.

I really don't know why I feel this way, or how I managed to get anxiety issues in the first place but it is really worrying me. I can barely do anything now without feeling the slight pain in my chest.

I'm really worried.

And I long for the days when my heart used to beat normally without feeling afraid or anxious. I hope I can find my answer soon, insya-Allah.

For now, wassalam.

Will update about what happened this past month later....if I feel like it anyway. XP