Life Talk 11

As-salam.

It's been a while since I posted here. Almost a whole month. Am gonna keep this brief. I'm at my friend's room and they don't know that I have a blog. XP

Anyway, so many things have happened and will about to. First things first, Ramadhan has passed (TT^TT) and Syawal has entered. Well...it's almost to the end of Syawal already. I'm in the process of finishing my puasa enam so wish me luck that I would be able to finish it before the end of Syawal. ^^

Another thing, finals are next week. O-O
And despite the fact that my Physics book is (kinda) open, here I am writing this. I should start becoming serious in my studies. ><

Next... I found some disturbing news about VERSAILLES. Seriously, it was so disturbing that I deleted all of their songs from my MP4 and replaced them with DaizyStripper's songs, which now is my current favourite new band... I won't confirm my suspicions here yet since Jellyfish and I promised to look into it after our exams but I can tell it won't be pretty. It might be bad news now but who knows, maybe it'll be good news for my afterlife. For now, only Allah SWT knows...

I saw bJd today, for the first time in a couple of weeks. I guess there was a reason why I haven't been to the Pasar Malam these few weeks since that is the place in which I will absolutely, for sure! see him. And since I did, I'm not sure whether I should be happy or not that I looked away. And I might be denying myself when I say I no longer like him because for a while then, my heart skipped a beat. It wasn't as bad as before, but it was there. For now, all I can pray for to you, Allah SWT, is the strength for me to diminish my feelings for him and strengthen my love for you, Insya-Allah...

One other thing...I've started taking part in my class's activities for now. Okay, mainly is because I wanna have a decent anime conversation with the guys. I'm kinda frustrated because it's been a while since I talked anime or J-rock for that matter with anyone. Well, minus Pink-holic yesterday. We had a short talk about animes but since I'm a yaoi/shounen type of person...our conversation is short lived.

Anyway, I WANNA TALK ANIME WITH SOMEONE!

THERE!

Well, good night for now. I'm gonna drown myself in DaizyStripper songs as well as Hitotsu Dake.

Ja ne~

Wa'alaikum salam. ^^