Life Talk 8

Domo~ Back again. No idea why I suddenly feel like blogging a lot these days. Probably because I have nothing much to do...which is so wrong! I know I should be studying but something happened last week. Something absolutely positively embarrassing that I wished I could've killed him then and there!

No, it wasn't about bJd though I had a feeling that it's gonna end up that way sooner or later when he finds out that I like him....

Oh yeah, who's bJd? I seemed to have forgotten to mention him~ Ahahahahaha......*hits self*

Anyway, bJd is my recent crush here in UIA. Well, he may know that I like him but he may not because he's been smiling and waving at me whenever we see each other, though not since last week since I don't know, maybe it's because it's Ramadhan so he's trying to cut down on his sins, which reminds me that I should do the same.

Anyway, I went back from UIA last Friday quite early since there were no meetings or classes in the afternoon or evening (Weeeee~~~~) and I stopped by my high school~ It was fun~

Aside from that, a scandal happened between my juniors, one thing led to another and before I knew it, Akuma (my previous crush in high school) said, in front of the evening librarian teacher, my younger sister with a few other of my juniors that he couldn't accept me because he was scared that it would break his heart again.

Hello!? Accept me!? Who the hell said that I ever wanted to couple with you!? I just like you, get it!?

Argh, I swear I would've murdered him right then and there if, again, it wasn't for Ramadhan.

I felt embarrassed then...now....I mad and embarrassed.

Haa.....that left my chest.

Anyway, the fact that Akuma couldn't accept me (so he says) was because he had his heart broken and that got me thinking, and, despite the fact that I've never talked to bJd (only once), I've read his blog and it appears that he also was heartbroken a few months ago...

Basically, I'll never get the guy I like, not that I really mind if I get them or not. ^^;;

Now all that's left for me to do is finish my Arabic homework and pray that when I find love, it will be the right one for me.

Insya-Allah.