Tingle...

I've been telling my friends about the tingles that my hands experience when there's something... Instead of the one reason that I keep telling them, there's actually two reasons that can make my hand tingle like there's no end...

Reason 1 :-
When I read a good MANGA. It feels good when it tingles like that. It means that I like that manga so much that my body reacts for me. Mangas such as Fujimi Orchestra, Viewfinder Series, Solfege, and Totally Captivated (yeah, I know it's a manhwa but still!)
Anyway, that's the good reaction...

Reason 2 :-
Basically you can say it as a very bad reaction. My hands tingle because...
I feel like cutting myself...
Hey, no joke... I really feel like that. >.<''
But no worries. Don't go calling me to come over and inspect my body yet. I haven't really cut myself... Well...not yet anyway...
So I'm fine...for now...

Sometimes I do feel like cutting...but something will always stop me...

Probably my nii-san. ^^ He cares for me so it's reasonable why he wants to stop me....

Nii-san...