Life Talk 4

Expect very VERY harsh words.

FUCK COSPLAY. I don't a DAMN about cosplay right now. Yeah, I know. After spending about 1K on my cosplay things, especially my wigs, this is what I say. Well, I was an idiot to believe that I could finally fit in by cosplaying. To think that cosplayers are such self-indulgent and narcissistic people were way out of mind.

To that person in question. No, not you Saki. ^^
I guess your real personality really shines through when you're mad huh?
Wait, your real personality already shone through so many times and yet, no matter how many times I told you, you never listen. Still a brat.

Haiz... I don't care if I can't cosplay anymore after I say this. I'm glad to say if someone actually banned me from cosplay because the trouble is too much for me. It was worst phase that I've ever been through. I was never this bad when I decided to continue to draw or when I decided to listen to J-rock.

Sure, being at the CF forum really taught me a lot of things, especially online shopping, and because of that my yaoi and J-rock collection is steadily growing. But MY GOD, those people. Only a few of them that I like and some just annoy the crap hell outta me.

I think that it's a given that I'm only able to handle 2-3 friends per year. I can't handle too much because I have a different face to almost everyone. So only 3 will have seen my true face. Only 3, or 2 knows how hard my situation really is.

The rest can just go die. I don't really mean that. Sorry.


Well, I guess I'm better off as a hikikomori. I mean it. It's better that I don't experience anything rather than always being disappointed than what I find. Feth the world, I don't care about it anymore.