Life Talk 7

Well...I was feeling more depressed yesterday but the internet failed me and sadly I was doomed to keep it inside myself once again...

So...should I type it out? Shouldn't I?

Maybe I should... No one might be reading it but at least in a way I'll lessen the self angst inside myself.

Well then, to start.

Remember how people often say that you shouldn't complain of your misfortunes, because someone might be in a worst condition than you are. But does that mean that just because what you're going through isn't bad enough, it's not worth talking about it?

I'm grateful to Allah S.W.T that my problems are just so little but it kinda saddens me. Maybe it's nobody's fault but mine since I when I'm said or depressed about something, I like to think about all the other sad things in my life...and well...I cry... And every happy thing before that becomes sad...

I'm thinking too much, I know, but I can't help myself. It's just me.

So now, I pray to god, please help me resolve these feelings inside of me.

Amiin....

Life Talk 6

It's been approximately 4 months since I've posted here!

Not exactly something to be excited about though... ^^;;

I mean, I've had tons of things on my mind and so much that I've been planning to write like say, my SPM results, the list of J-rock items that I've bought these past few months and my life at university which I have safely started a month ago...

Yeah... I'm pretty much a boring and lazy blogger. ^^;;

So...where to start...

Hmm...well...lets just say that the collection of items that I'm proud of are steadily growing and boy, am I happy. XD XD

My yaoi manga collection has really grown. I mean, it's only July and I've already reached my quota for the year, which is 12 mangas...literally meaning one per month which I apparently overshot by as fast as 5 month...yeah... I'm one heavy buyer.

Another rapidly growing collection. Yesh, you've guessed it! My J-rock collection! As much money as I've spent for them, it still makes it worth it. Since March all the way up to this month, I've bought a total of 7 singles and albums which also means the end of my J-rock quota for the year...and I haven't even bought a single DVD yet! I'm not entirely sure whether to feel sad or okay about that since the 7 things that I've bought aren't really that pathetic to be depressed for. I mean, they are absolutely AMAZING!

So, to sum it up, these are the 7 J-rock singles and albums that I've bought this these 4 months. ^^

March :- VERSAILLES - Philia

April :- Daisuke to Kuro no Injatachi - Shikkoku no Hikari

May :- VERSAILLES - Prince and Princess HIZAKI type (YESH!!! HIZAKI'S!!!) and Jubilee Limited Edition. X)

June :- VERSAILLES - Holy Grail (Deluxe Box Edition) I cried when I got this. It was just so beautiful... TT^TT

July :- Matenrou Opera - Helios Type A & B

Seeing the list you probably think that I'm filthy rich right? Well no! I'm scraping the end here by buying these but I just have to have them! Support your favourite artists! Well, alhamdullillah, during the time when I desperately needed the money (Holy Grail album!!!) my teacher at the school library offered me a job as the clerk and it was with that money that I've managed to buy Holy Grail as well as both types of Helios...though I can guarantee that my sister is gonna flip when she sees her credit card bill... (it must be over RM600... @.@)

So well... should I continue? I don't know.... My posts are mostly texts because basically, I don't know how to insert all those cool thingies that people put in their blogs... I mean... I think I'm just too lazy to learn... Ahaha.... and I'm too lazy to take pictures and post them...well...hopefully one of these days I'll find the strength to take pictures of my J-rock collection... ><

Well...I guess that's all for now? I'll post about my life at university later...as well as the worries as I have so that this blog will continue to serve it's purpose as a place where I will be able to express my feelings openly regardless of whether someone is reading it or not.

Ja, mata ato de! ^^